Anyways, how is everyone?
I’ll sit here and eat popcorn..
How goes it?
I’m so stupid.. Stupid feelings.. Stupid neighbor.. STUPID LOVE!
Beth sat outside on the steps of the apartment. She had so much on her mind. While Logan was either working or in class she spent her time hanging out with the boy next door. He was cute and she couldn’t believe the way she was feeling. She sat outside and wrappped her arms around herself trying to stay warm. A voice shaking her from her thoughts. “You’ll catch a cold if you sit out here all night, love.” The voice smooth and a strong british accent accentuating it. She nearly froze at the voice. She bit the inside of her lip feeling her heart skipping a beat. She felt him place his jacket on her shoulders and her arms instinctively slid into the sleeves.
She stood up and leaned against the railing and looked at him. She licked her red lips and tilted her head a bit. “Maybe that’s what I was trying to do.” She shrugged. He let out a laugh and shook his head as he moved a bit closer to her. Her heart beating faster. “If you got sick we wouldn’t be able to spend time with each other now would we?” His lips now had a small smirk. She closed her eyes and swallowed a bit. What was going on with her She was engaged. She was getting married. She shouldn’t feel this way about him.
Beth watched as he moved so he stood beside her. His arms sliding against the railing towards her hand. She licked her lips again and spoke softly. “No.. of course not.” She mumbled softly. She could feel his body heat near hers now. He had gotten closer. She opened her eyes and he stood in front of her. His fingertips grazing against her skin brushing a strand of hair behind her ear. She could feel his breath against her lips now. She spoke softly. “I.. Logan.. I can’t.” She stuttered a bit. He laughed slightly and rested a hand against her cheek. “You can’t even deny the way I make you feel..” She could feel his lips brushing against hers with every word. He leaned in and pressed his lips to hers. Something making her kiss him back.
She realized what she was doing and quickly pulled away shaking her head. “I have to go..” She said quickly. She ran up the three flights of stairs and slammed the door behind her. What had she just done? She practically cheated on Logan. She slid against the door pulling her knees to her chest. A pain in her chest as she felt herself tearing up. Logan walking out of the room as she fouhgt her tears. “Babe.. You okay?” He said sleepily. She nodded and stood up. “Yeah.. I’m fine.” He smiled a bit and walked over to her picking her up. “Bed time missy.” She smiled a bit as he placed her on the bed and got in beside her. She curled against him. Her front to the side and her back to him. She could hear his breathing as he quickly fell back asleep. Leaving her to cry as she pulled her knees up. She felt terrible. Everything she did was wrong.
I really ship this.. way too much.. giving me ideas.. waaaah.
Sleeping fiancee is sleeping. He needs to wake up and entertain me.. le siiiigh~